My life is pretty meaningless. i dont have a reason to be alive. I portray a normal guy, with a normal life, with normal friends, doing normal things, acting upon thoughts in a normal mind. Its not that i cover my true emotions. Its just that theyre not there most the time. When they are..i express them. But most of the time its just sadness or anger. I have tried to kill myself quite a few times. But none have which have been cutting, because when that fails. It leaves proof of the act. I have to act like im happy so other people dont suspect anything. When i finally succeed....It will not be tragic..but it will be silent. And no one...will know a thing. This blog, These quotes and pictures. Its only half of what you would see if you ventured into my mind.